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by Roxy Radclyffe

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The Drift 02:48
at least in your cases you gave me a sign an idealized take on a situation of this type just gradually growing gaps in activity expected of one beginning to get swept up in job opportunities and whatever else the real world has to offer in days like these of course that doesn't mean it's completely painless either but the explicit reasoning really makes all the difference you drift you drift they drift they drift moments making up increasingly brief frames looking forward to every single one greets & goodbyes, playtimes float away with the breeze each leaving us thinking this could end up being the finale albeit mostly just me albeit probably irrationally yea sorry i'll leave you be
2.
and so i awoke you just say you need to go oh jesus no not again wait a minute hold the phone there's gotta be an explanation did i do something no don't fucking say that come on but was it anybody at all are you safe okay you did say you will be and it's your call but will we ever get together again [* author's note: meaning "hang out together", not "begin dating"] at this rate probably not been so far down the line last i heard is a 'maybe' through a third party i'm sorry for worrying you need to live your best life but i just can't stop wondering why when it all happened just like that photon readings broken in the hole left behind i cry for those equally distraught by the instant displacement but i see such beauty in the simple comfort provided amongst them before the final deletion split me from the unfamiliar people completely i got to see one receive a hugging emoticon it could've easily been so vapid, but something about that stuck out to me wordless sincerity delivered with utmost clarity and it all happened just like that the data was being depleted as we speak so bleak for anyone suffering from detachment i just hope those ending exchanges fulfilled their purpose maybe i'm the only one even still thinking about this maybe i'm wishing for something similar directed at me too but i've been gifted the privilege of creating that for myself yet again in this position of a tribute not made to really reach and i guess we'll see if the cycle achieves that stage of return once more i've never met someone so ephemeral in a sense it's almost admirable, being just that special i truly mean that in the kindest way possible whatever's best is what's deserved i just can't help the little bit of hurt left especially when it all happened just like that
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"If I'm comfortable with it, you can call me Alexis. c: My best friends are xLuvGodx hellokitty1 yukiluv and WannaBeFriends10. whatever i have ... I'm really good now..., goodbabygirl99 old account.... I got hacked :0" wanna hang later inbox empty no results found i walk these forgotten halls in the darkest depths of some server abroad their words preserved for however long the uptime dictates at least if they weren't already caught by the archive of a generation "I love Wolves, Dragons and Dogs I LOVE the movie AVATAR!!! My Real name is Elissa I have 2 Dogs well had 2 Dogs one just reasently passed away and his name was Buddy and my other dogs name is Marble :)" dumpster-diving through diary entries each profile left behind incidental glimpses into simpler lives how'd they feel if they were to see this now maybe they'd be longing in much the same way just not for a complete stranger "someone gave me this account did not make the name f.y.i. the stuff i like is anime/manga, mlp, the color blue , adventure time (duh) , hunger games (peeta loaves katniss :p), TOBUSCUS ,and a million other things ,my talents are the shooting bow and arrow , being stupid , and not many other things things, i hate are 1. tonya (trust me hes horrible and yes i said he) 2. been paste rolls (anime characters trick you) 3. jack rabbits 4. bananas 5. the dreams my best friend makes me have 6. my ability to do the herp derp ( -_-) 7. ghost 8. i cant spell that good 9. kikyo ( from inuyasha) this is way to long so ill stop bye ^.^ Yeah thats about it if you want to talk to me then message me and i will try to message you back as soon as you send me it!!! That's enough about me, bye now! c:" it's never enough dozens to dust graves made of any remaining data why do i care even for those i'd never heard of each of these messages that trickle down is like a new unique tragedy to me yet at the same time it's an asset abstract them, boil them down to the era they came from inadvertently encapsulating with their past self neglect i guess these ghosts don't need to harm me after all i'll keep befriending a concept "Quit... i will never forget all my awesome friends like ishakebabies, teamrofl, blob12367, sallyheartness, and smellbean i love you all but my life has gotten very busy lately.. and i dont think im ever going to come back so farewell all my friends ill miss you guys and ill never forget you.... dont forget me either... lol (:" lost to time got a life or maybe lost that too we'll never know the truth where'd you hide connection severed no 'rest of them' to speak of the one old place to meet is all we can see "thx for the short but fun times bye i must be sayin this i love u all i wish 2 stay but i cant bw thanks for being at my side and cutie and semi jc we might have not gotton along but im happy in the end we did and jess thanks for always helping me last krazy ur a kewl person to hang with and baylee thx for bein ther for me i must say bye ............Bye" "Well, I am yet another to quit. xP But I want to thank all my friends for all those wonderful memories they've shared with me, and all the fun we've had together. I've done stupid things,(if you know what I mean) and I'm sorry if any of you were effected by all that XD. I love you all, you guys are the best, and I can't thank you enough c: If any of you want to keep some kind of contact with me, I have a [######] and I'll give the [###] to you if you want it ^^. I won't be online for a really, REALLY long time after this, so I'm just sticking around for PM's to answer :P. Thank you guys SO, SO MUCH, and have a wonderful life. I hope it goes as planned. ~<3"
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Reunited(?) 05:12
i guess a stroke of luck has come my way just one mutual friend was left it seems and that's enough, all it really takes you say that old name, a spark lights in my brain yes, we were once so close, what info do you hold turns out they made the same changes as me so there's a quick method for ice to break just in case we didn't have plenty already the welcoming again into my field of vision on its own is so impactful i just know we'll be here to stay after all that's shifted for the better this hours-long conversation is one to never forget, i can tell so gracefully freed from that mystery of hell [...] but what you just heard there was from the previous cycle in my timeline we still reside in movement two i just wanted to end this blip on a lighter note even if it meant sacrificing a bit of correct reflection and now i must apologize for breaking the magic i still wish for everyone to reach this stage some day even if in my case it was so quickly ripped away

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released January 1, 2023

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Roxy J. Radclyffe (production, vocals, lyrics, artwork)

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