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1. |
yeah2
04:40
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here i am with our friend brother in christ pastor jackson in office.
i bet this is where im saved.
"hello, you good junior soon in christ."
"hello."
"what are some bad things you do?"
"sometimes i complain."
"about having to help with laundry or do school and things that are like that."
"yeah. nobody likes chores. but you have to try your hardest."
"yeah."
"do you know that jesus died for your sins?"
"yeah"
"are you saved?"
"im not sure."
"i can understand because you are a child."
"ok"
"do you want to be saved?"
"yeah"
"why dont you join me in prayer."
"ok"
"dear heavenly father"
"dear heavenly father"
"i know that i have broken your laws and my sins have separated me from you"
"i know that i have broken your laws and my sins have separated me from you"
"i am truly sorry, and now i want to turn away from my past sinful life toward you"
"i am truly sorry, and now i want to turn away from my past sinful life toward you"
"please forgive me, and help me avoid sinning again"
"i believe that your son, jesus christ died for my sins"
"was resurrected from the dead, is alive, and hears my prayer"
"i invite jesus to become the lord of my life"
"to rule and reign in my heart from this day forward"
"please send your holy spirit to help me obey you"
"a n d t o d o y o u r w i l l f o r t h e r e s t o f m y l i f e"
"and to do your will for the rest of my life"
"in jesus name i pray, amen"
"in jesus name i pray, amen"
"that felt good, didn't it?"
"yeah"
"we're so happy you have found the lord"
"thanks"
"may your relationship flourish"
"i cant wait to be baptized"
"yeah"
"its cool, the water is cool, i like being up there in front of everybody, its important person stuff"
"yeah ok"
"well thanks for the chat"
"isn't it exciting to go to heaven when you die?"
"see you soon grandpa!"
"yeah"
"thanks"
"ok"
"bye now"
"bye"
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He loves you
He loves me
He loves everybody
Love so much the world all the same
No matter what you do
No matter where you're from
Let's all come together sing spirit of the song
New happy friends here to learn
United in glory of God to which we turn
Await for some sunny day
All of us left who trust in Him as Savior
We which are alive and remain
Shall be caught up together
With them in the clouds
To meet the Lord in the air
And so shall we ever and ever be with Him
Your friends and family are here to stay
Plus pets and lovers all the same
Heaven is beyond imagination
Eden environment flows forth
Endless communal we will prosper
New forms of paradise to look toward
It's the greatest promise ever heard
And all it takes for this life is to serve
Serve
Serve
Serve
Serve
Serve
Serve
We follow God's Word
Word
Word
Word
Word
Word
WOrd
We Love God's WorD :) We Love
God's wOOOORD WOooorrd LoveWe Loooove Wooord We Wooorrdd
Word
Word
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3. |
Golly Gracious!
04:20
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In the lil ol year 2003
I was born to a simple family
I'm a baby that you dedicate
The southern Baptist way you'd say is advantageous
Say, what's up, look over there
Short shorts a sinner's in, shoot a glare
Cuz all we can say to this is
Golly Gracious
So u pray
Day by day
To go the way
Ur here to stay
And u pray
That hateful fate
Where sin would reign
Is washed away
So u pray
As parents they know that they care
For the fate of the child that they bear
Here's a game they aim to take away
With a congregation of bad friends that we hang with
They wanna say His name in vain
But don't see how they're in for pain
And all we can say to this is
Golly Gracious
So u pray (And I pray)
Day by day (Day by day)
To go the way (To go the way)
Ur here to stay (Ur here to stay)
And u pray (Won't u pray)
That hateful fate (That hateful fate)
Where sin would reign (Where sin would reign)
Is washed away (Is washed away)
So I prayyyyyy so I can make extra really super sure again and again that I'm truly saved so my good ending is sealed I love the place of greatness for me for sure and I'm gonna see so many there besides those headed elsewhere or whateverrrrrrr
"You're Doing Great.
Oh, By God, You're Doing Great.
Keep It Up.
Keep It Up So Great.
You're Getting It, Dear.
Stay With Us, Angel.
Away From The Gates That Contain Those Led Astray From Our Way."
("Wow I Really Like When They Hit Those High Notes.")
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4. |
"My Only Friends"
10:21
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"..this time we're in the middle of nowhere, because I have no friends."
"John 3:16."
[child army recites in deadpan unison]
"Great job."
[round of applause]
The standard learning in home took place
There's nowhere else to meet a matching face
Need a true friend hub
Here's a new church club
Start as cubbies
Ministry and faithfully
Graduate to spark of light the world will see
This is his story
This is her story
This is our story
This is the story
"...workers do it because they are devoted to someone more important to themselves. Um, for an eternal investment, I'm just so thankful."
Articulate what we're assigned today
A pile of verses to learn
It's the right way to be reading
Increase our score via study CD, it's all we really need
So praise Him
In every place
From birthdate
We're only raised this way
"And we talk a lot about why we believe what we believe, and where we learn what we believe, from the Bible-"
With the choir, I socialize
A performance for which I'm never worth
Sing a message to parents only there to see their kid
Then we return home and remember from recording it
You praise Him
In every place
From our first days
We're only raised this way
"And parents, of course, you're an essential part of this program.. The kids do not learn their verses on their own most of the time, especially the kindergartners, so thank you. For your hard work, throughout the year and.. for your faithfulness in bringing them."
I experience a vague emulation
Of connections that every outsider has
Even an occasional lighter semblance of bullying
There's so little one could get away with here
And eventually the drift will begin, from the kids I've seen
Now replacements are already making it in
So goodbye to those I know, the only-online shelter returns
"You don't have to wait to be an adult to be used of God, and we talked about Bible examples of.. children and young people who were used by the Lord, and that.. they can start serving God now, they can start sharing the gospel now."
[deadpan recital clips continue]
("Hail Awana!")
("Hail Awana!")
("Hail Awana!")
("Hail Awana!")
"So 1st grade's gonna tell us a verse about that..."
[it continues]
[...]
"All of the leaders shared our salvation testimony, and, a lot of the kids did too! And it was really neat to hear them talk about.. the details about when they got saved and.. um, we talked a lot about "Okay, so this is what we would tell our friends that wanna get saved" and stuff like that."
"...and the first thing I wanna do here is I want to uh, reward those who did all 100.. all 100 hero journals this year. And that takes some effort, that means they've gotta.. of course open the Bible passage and read it.. and try to take just a minute to think about what they just read. I mean that's the challenge, isn't that the challenge for us church? We would open the word of God, and take just a few minutes to quite our soul, and think about what we just read. And what does that mean to me, now what am I supposed to do with it. And so we're trying at a young age to put that into their hearts.. to prepare them.. Because for the rest of their lives.. I mean, ther- that's gonna be the journey. That is, Gospel Living, in a nutshell. Let's give these kids a round of applause, great job."
[round of applause]
"We are sparks
For Jesus
Sparks to light the world
We will shine
For Jesus
As we tell each boy and girl
We will hide God’s Word in our hearts
We will serve Him right from the start
From His love we never can part for we are
Sparks! Sparks! Sparks! Sparks! Sparks to light the world"
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5. |
(83) FOR-TRUTH
05:21
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"...but this a movie. a family film.
a film that shows the truth of what the lord has planned for all of us!
enter into the kingdom of life..
the eternal reward starts with u!
a choice that u make within ur heart..
u either follow the lord... or follow the world.
it's ur choice..
are u a child of the light, the king?
or are u a child of the darkness.. the evil one..
it's ur choice.
go on the journey.
go on the quest."
[i. "Omegachurch"]
Enter Omegachurch
"Are.. you ready for my first sermon of 2022."
[applause]
"You sure?"
[applause continues]
"You don't know what I'm gonna say yet, you sure you're ready?"
"Tell 'em "U Can't Handle The Truth...""
[audience laughter response]
Elevation's built on a vision our pastor's here to give em
Broadcasted to millions on the weekly if u could believe it
So come on in, and maybe bring a buddy
Who'll surely thank thee for introducing
(Oh, Holy Welcoming.
Into The Shining Light Of Our Community.)
Let's get ur name in that book of life today, He won't check it twice
If ur feeling convicted, u better act on this quick
I'm providing the right message, won't u listen
Only trying to redirect u some place different
(Oh, Holy Welcoming.
Rescued From The Devilish Depths Outside This Building.)
Consider further repentance with a generous donation
Ur devotion will keep us afloat, spreading this daily bread
Cuz when it's finally time for all of us to go
We truly hope you'll have been in the know
(Oh, Holy Welcoming.
Using Money For Helping Something Greater Coming.)
If there's any in the audience simply 'not big on religion'
It's not too late to reconsider
We as created specifically for loving Him
Must fulfill this by any means necessary
[ii. "Natural Light"]
Testimony's the only way for common folk like me
Driving by an average passage of informative billboards every day u see
There's a number they'd better call, but it's all up to us to fill in the rest
Take a prayer request, celebrate, let people bend the knee with we
In public spaces I must revel in expression no other religion could get away with
To begin, pass out a tract, and drift Him into conversation
Some of the ways you've been saved from so many things
Or launch into a performance of God's favorite songs
In each case, the courts will rule in His favor
For knowledge of our doctrine, this is all the winning play
They thought it was possible to stop us, and that was a big mistake
When the man upstairs shows what he's got to say, maybe then those will finally care
(Time to write up vividly a realistic Near Death Experience for publishing)
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here's no delight in this that's taken
increasing awareness i'm not mistaken
say hell's so real i know who's thrown in there
all those connections ever known clear
encapsulates most i've met outside of family
many simply admired left unknown
many friendly desired for sure they'll go
there's ten things they need to know
i sit back and grasp to accept this
never again i'll make an ass of the self to spread it
once slipped in package of indoctrination
by the best suggestion of maternal inclination
discomforting to fill the air and get us nowhere
neither could that final famed wager
all i'm left with, the reality that's been built
all this blood that's destined to spill
u did good in ur heart
it's not enough, fall apart
pierce through the final shard
the wrong way's all u got
more to this than u thought
none friendly left to guard
go take it up with god
see if that'll get us far
everyone i know and love is dead
everyone i know and love is dead
everyone i know and love is dead
everyone i know and love is dead
time to wake up and smell the grave
tried as u might, meet ur forever fate
let's make use of that imagination
it's the highest level of anything u hate
we seek to warn u of the brimstone within
the demons hone in on this sensitive skin
it's one rip, then burn the shit to unheard degrees
only they hear ur scream as u bleed like never seen
u did good in ur heart
it's not enough, fall apart
pierce through the final shard
the wrong way's all u got
more to this than u thought
none friendly left to guard
go take it up with god
see if that'll get us far
everyone i know and love is dead
everyone you know and love is dead
everyone they know and love is dead
everyone we know and love is dead
you'll wish for just a single lesser moment
if there's nothing u regret yet, that's something to invent
u beg, plead, tongue clinging for a trace of hydration
wouldn't have to be the case if u had greater faith maybe
time drains into nothing, puddle of pain never dissolving
no such thing as a "day", bodies decay & regenerate
for every possible way to break the innards of these "sinners"
ur memories disintegrate, only remaining is the price u pay
[...]
there's no circles here, it's all the worst when you're forsaken
and the reason this is all actually okay is..
you didn't fucking believe!
that's the way it is, u see
they didn't fucking believe!
ooh, such a damn shame, but who's to blame?
they didn't fucking believe
what about my father's lifelong friend, considered by the whole family to be a brother?
he doesn't fucking believe!
he was scared away by judgmental dickheads in response to a tragic accident
he'll never fucking believe!
i first feared of this with my original crush as i was twelve
she didn't fucking believe!
so i compensated with a conversation, a buddy educates me on the levels of hell
which we don't fucking believe!
it's not so sadistic if you just don't think about it
but the jig's come to an end for this old friend
so do i take the risk? or let us all be separated?
would i rather be perpetually killed? or live amidst those deranged enough to think any average person deserves this in the first place?
i'm not so sure i still want his "love" with how much it truly hurts
and i can't bear to associate with the real freaks we face
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7. |
despite all my rage
03:17
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I have to latch on
I have to stay strong
It'll all be okay
I'll find a way
We'll all be saved
In the midst of what I face
With the self I must encase
So despite all my rage
Let's craft a Lord to reclaim
It'll be funny
You'll see I'm still worthy
I'm not like the others
Keep me in your circles
So despite all my rage
See the contrast with who's engaged
Many ways queer and still churning
Grasping for examples in those non-burning
I couldn't be the only one
It's gotta be viable
Thought I knew for sure via prayer this was my purpose out of church
New growth showing what's possible in this framework
And immediate environment would attempt to confirm
Lucky to be falling apart before a greater expression was ever heard
There's nothing left to salvage
There's nothing left to salvage
There's nothing left to salvage
There's nothing left to salvage
So where do I go from there
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AFTERLIFE, AFTERLIFE
GET US THE FUCK OFF THIS RIDE
I UNDERSTAND WHERE IT COMES FROM
THE ALTERNATIVE IS MUCH WORSE
BUT ALL THANKS TO THE ORIGIN OF YOU
THE TRUTH HURTS EVEN MORE
I ENVY THE POSITION OF GOD'S TRUE JERUSALEM PEOPLE HERE
CUZ IN CASE OF NEED THERE'S A SECOND CHANCE TO MAKE IT UP THERE
ALL IT TAKES IS IN FINAL MOMENTS PLANNED BEHEADED
SPLIT EM, SPREAD BLOOD AWAKEN, IT'S ALWAYS WORTH IT
OR MAYBE CYBERSPACE CAN SAVE ME
TRANSFER MY SOUL'S DATA TO THIS PLACE I ALREADY LIVE IN ANYWAY
JUST LEAVE THE DECISION OF THE OFF-SWITCH UP TO HER
AND HOPEFULLY KEEP THE OPTION TO REVERT
AFTERLIFE, AFTERLIFE
LET ME THE FUCK OUT OF THIS FIGHT
COULDN'T WE HAVE JUST ACCEPTED THERE'LL BE NOTHING LEFT
INSTEAD OF LETTING DEATH INJECT PURE DREAD BY COMPARISON
BUILT UPON THE EXPECTATION OF FOREVER GREATNESS HEARD
FOR THE GENERATIONS WE'VE CONTINUALLY MISLEAD FROM BIRTH
IF THE ISOLATION LOSES ITS STAYING EFFECTIVENESS
GROWING UP WILL HAVE TO SHOW US
BUT THE PARENTS CAN'T EVER KNOW IT
CUZ WHO COULD BEAR IT, THEIR OFFSPRING'S CHOSEN GOING STRAIGHT TO WHERE THE INFERNO DICTATES
IT'S THE ULTIMATE PRICE THEY PAY
IF THE SACRIFICE THEY MAKE FAILS TO KEEP US "SAVED"
IN THEIR EYES THIS WAS PRECISELY THE RIGHT WAY
AND WHO COULD TRULY BLAME THEM
I'M SORRY TO MY FAMILY FOR HOW I'VE BEEN FORSAKEN
MAYBE SOME DAY WE'LL MEET AGAIN ANYWAY
KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS, IT'S WHATEVER
IF IT STILL MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER, I'LL LIVE WITH THAT
I JUST NEED IT ALL OUT OF MY HEAD
GET THIS HELL OUT OF MY HEAD
I'M BEGGING HERE, TAKE THE EXIT OUT OF MY HEAD
AIM FOR ANYWHERE ELSE, JUST GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD
AND WHEN THOSE ENDING DAYS EVENTUALLY COME NEAR
HERE'S TO HOPING I CAN BE AT PEACE
ALL REGARDLESS OF THESE FAR-MISTAKEN TEACHINGS
AT LEAST THEN I WON'T FEEL ANYTHING
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9. |
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07:06
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10. |
I Shall Not Want
03:21
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But it was wrong of me all along
For wanting anything of this nature gone
I should've fought any thoughts of this kind all along
Any time I prioritized a sight besides The Lord
I Don't Seek. I Don't Feel
I'm Fully., Submitting
I Don't Need; What's Real
I'm Sorry., For Doubting
Love's beauty lies in him alone, you see
I concede each bit of life's meaning
Be it musically, through media
Or disregarding the hearts before me
I Don't Seek. I Don't Feel
I'm Fully., Submitting
I Don't Need; What's Real
I'm Sorry., For Doubting
Even if mentally I lack the energy to pray
The capability to defeat the ADHD
It's a requirement, dear
For a real relationship there
I Don't Seek. I Don't Feel
I'm Fully., Submitting
I Don't Need; What's Real
I'm Sorry., For Doubting
He's just testing we every day
Pay no mind to the tribulation faced from this way
Inject the truth of the select few healed
If you were better at this you'd get a sweeter end of the deal
I Don't Seek. I Don't Feel
I'm Fully., Submitting
I Don't Need; What's Real
I'm Sorry., For Doubting
And here, I'll say it for thee, so cleverly:
"This, but unironically!!"
It's funny, I'm laughing
Til it's really what's asked of me
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The knowledge, the knowledge
Just a peek while I'm hollow
"Whatcha reading, son?"
Oh, it's nothing much
The authors, the authors
Who's behind where we fall
They split off into factions
Take their own time to add shit
It's a God Thing.
Now I've Got It.
Out of Options.
Father's Calling.
This isn't how I thought I'd evolve either
Toward the obvious logic I see the ungodly took for granted
It still stands a mystery to this old brain
Guess it's finally time to learn the way this earth was really made
In any case it's an embarrassment
I was ignorant, but to walk away from it is cringe & ""reddit""
I'm afraid this bitch just can't win
Wish I could forget the section of my head that dreads this
It's a God Thing.
Now I've Got It.
Out of Options.
Father's Calling.
Cut the feed back to the sleepless nights post-Eden
Lifting new names on high, fallen from the tree of most evil
He transformed a warning into eternal torment
And we really let ourselves accept this explanation
Then come those deadly days afloat through the ocean risen
For weeks, they say, all their boat's needs seamlessly filled in
I don't mean to arrogantly overdose on the thrill of Skepticism™
From this perspective, it's entirely new territory into which I've ripped
But in any case
There's no use in debate
Forever more it'll rage
Til we eventually unearth the correct take
In the meantime, it's only myself that I can educate
They'll try their best to make of it whatever suits their needs
From this book to pick apart, as they argue over versions
And which verses really mean the things they say
If you can perceive it, someone's already deemed it the "antichrist"
Infighting only matched by those with which I'm politically aligned
And that shit's for another time, I'm just saying
What matters here is realizing that, besides a waste of life, this has all brought nothing for me
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"Standing in a circle, the dozen or so men and women, young and old, lay their hands on their pastor, Ken Peters, as he raises their requests to God."
"He prays that “communism and socialism and transgenderism and homosexuality and abortion will not have their way in this land.”"
"“Yes, Lord,” someone cries."
"He prays that the nation’s “Christian roots” will remain, that the church of Jesus Christ will be a “restraining power.”"
"“God, this nation is a miracle for you,” Peters continues. “You rescued us, and you gave us our independence for a purpose.”"
"After another “amen,” the service begins with everyone’s hands raised to “Here I Am to Worship”."
I see the reconfiguring on which you people depend
Thank the lord it never directly reached the gates I was forced within
But not everyone's so fortunate the same
Unsafe from meeting the abhorrent treatment toward where the blame is placed
All doom and gloom, the "grooming" accusations you use to broadly paint us
Like our mere existence is equivalent to the systems you've built to uplift your bullshit
It's freedom for thee, not for me
And you can't cover this up with good deeds
So here's one for those seen as deserving of death by stoning
The sluts & whores I've met, plus anything more
Even fat people, apparently, judging by at least one protest spotted recently
It's beyond me why somebody would even say this
And I know it's so tiring
These are merely the basics many could already agree are an outrage, no matter the base they stay with
I guess I'm just saying, for the sake of encapsulating every dangerous angle, and the pain they hold
So there I go once again, with the realization of what was always truly in front of me
Let's make it thru the broken pieces of a gay anthem okay
What else is there to say besides explain your every day
I awake to the next headline in degradation of our traits
Here we go perpetually, til we're all eliminated
At this rate it's easy to fancy just isolating
Into fantasy where we only bring real beauty
Much like these surrounding have, really
It's just our minds don't utilize it for bigotry
I wish I could offer resolution over observation as much as you
Maybe I shouldn't have even bothered if I couldn't do this
Leaving us wondering where the fucking song is
It's gotta be somewhere coming up next
(Completing deconfiguration.)
(Completing deconfiguration.)
(Completing deconfiguration.)
(Accepting the pathway of autonomy that’s leading we into the devil’s den)
(I guess it’s really worth it, using our bodies the way our hearts bring)
(The only thing I’ll sing praise for is ourselves existing today)
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"You know, a lot of people look at life, and think about the end, and think about a hopeless end. And the way I'm looking at it is I've got an endless hope."
That man Lennon may have been a bit silly, but he was nearly onto something with "no religion"
Damn, we really went there, somewhere so obvious, and I'm sorta sorry for it
Cuz I still consider the implication of a sacred loss, don't get me wrong
It's just a shame the lack of balance we have amidst the hate dawned
A meditation's great, and even prayer as a gesture could leave one feeling safe
But so much else remains tainted
Keep the grace for God's sake
They're blocking the turn of the soon-extinct reasonable ones to speak
When some said "hate the sin, not the sinner" this is what they should've meant
Eliminate those engaging in all this manipulation, not the souls just hoping for anything
If the comforting is able to stay within, then so be it
I still see a way you and me could coexist
It's really the levels of belief that create this determination
Will you obsess over my own damnation, or can we mind our own business
Don't take me for a centrist over wanting maintaining of basic respects
You could say it's selfish if anything, wanting peace & room to breathe
My principles are in place the same, this is just acknowledgement of nuance that exists
Which I recognize is easy to lose sight of in this day and age
So I suppose I'm just aiming for an important reminder
But not in the sense of behaving all high and mighty
I'm beginning to truly cherish any friendliness
With the passing of initial angsty realization
Sucks to keep pretending the spirit alone sings in me for my daily home
But in the broader spaces, I'm banking on moving beyond this subject's treacherous thoughts
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15. |
Here's to clarity.
02:45
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The foundation's long gone and fallen
It's been an exploration not just for old time's sake
But to articulate what got things this way
And accepting the headspace I must stay in
So here's to clarity
You made it out, know what all the shit's about
Hoping with that this'll cease to matter in thee
Despite the fact that we're facing eternity
Just give it ur all, me, please
So many harmful ways to think
Now it's okay to break free
Of the things u thought were a necessity to be
Some pain will probably stay around, so I've found
Yet I still get to say I'm never truly defeated
So remaining congregation, you may be seated.
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