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Preservation Overload

by Roxy Radclyffe

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deletion humiliation weakens deletion the only exit you could see deletion stupid fuck i hate you deletion could've had it any other way big greets to the resulting pain deep in the pit dig in, dig in for one right crawl the key, the key, the key are you in there i need it i need it immediately traces remaining where could they be you really think i'd just take this any data hiding blacked-out contact with the highlights of life we're reaching, pleading you really think i'd just wait here had you cached me yet let me ask if one was there moments once readily available up-front destruction just as well-prepared losing losing losing losing losing losing what's wrong with you let me meet your teacher where'd you get this concept how you thought the one way forward was to make yourself boring you little shit "unlist" exists nuclear, you were nuclear, so much cleared, it's all clear but the one-directional vision sure as hell isn't spit in our collective face why don't you desecrate this precious history it's my era my era i take in anything i can the evidence, the evidence i was there, i was there i need it now more than ever bitter integers risen by the day all we take away from this is what you took away from me me you you me i refuse to believe we're technically the same there's nowhere remaining to break out the anger
2.
futureproof me baby futureproof me baby generations waiting generations waiting futureproof me baby futureproof me baby capture rate is raising capture rate is raising futureproof me baby futureproof me baby any less, i'd hate it any less, i'd hate it futureproof me baby futureproof me baby this is how we stay sane this is how we stay sane recording 14200, screenshot 690,000 70 folders holding and counting invest in a system to protect them can't get how the rest of you differ dear god please for all our sakes behave exactly this way it pains me it pains me it pains me don't make the same mistakes don't make the same mistakes might call it overcompensating i call it appropriate compensating diaries of life in life for life forever after long as i've got a say in the matter rack it up never wrap it up rack it up rack it up rack it up rack it up
3.
hello kind backer the infrastructure we're after foundations of habits automation in clean stacks get a monthly check-in on the status make sure no files left to rot in the cavern if something suddenly blows up we're still happy knowing our progress is all safe in the arms of backblaze crashplan sugarsync carbonite livedrive onedrive idrive elephantdrive memopal spideroak opendrive mimedia jottacloud mypcbackup shadowprotect dropbox pcloud infinitedisk rubrik retrospect syncovery tonido windows you recapture, wreak havoc to continue using to continue abusing let me ask you if the initial storage space depletes to begin with what happens after that nothing more to preserve in the first place got one angle covered but the other's brick wall hit is imminent scrape those funds girly get that true machine unfurling let me ask you are you solely in this for wise choice of security invited or have you also seen it as atonement for the laser-eyed demise of your first creations in a burst of hatred; felt so much worse, you'll pay for this i need you to make peace with we it's been over a decade and there's still a fair selection of pieces representing each year anyway it's okay and we'll never do that shit again
4.
who would've put you in the trash what kind of person would've done that i ask this again and again and again to past iterations of our person that came and went the wreckage faced, she who picks at the pieces clearly we need to reach an agreement with the terms and conditions of these incidents everything willingly slipped with just a couple clicks we can only hope to make up for it in continuation letting those data points remain in the landfill there's no button-based savior to locate in the first place all that's come undone is pillars of this precious lore can't grant them the knowledge can't break in the hollow stop your constant shadow-chasing after which the sorrow came the goalpost is broken the ghost hole is open it's up to you to close it and hold it in the same

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comp-type ep4
component to lp10

a.k.a. Erasure Regrets & Infinite Recovery Quest
The second-closest thing to self-hatred you'll ever get out of me

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released April 4, 2023

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Roxanne Jonas Radclyffe (production [1-3], vocals, lyrics, cover front elements & editing)
roxyradclyffe.neocities.org

Janis Lago (cover background elements)
janislago.bandcamp.com

elwood (production [4])
soundcloud.com/elw00d

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