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Please let this be a normal woman​.​.​.

by Roxy Radclyffe

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1.
HEY U wanna view her new character Knew from the world, it's all that she heard We're gonna create a new face And disregard that old shitty state From the figures' glued reality Helped in building a base in need And it's the idealized form we see One of the good ones to imitate Can't u see the price I'm done playing nice Not staying something "presentable" Cuz either way they just watch us fall I say goodnight to the sacrifice Kill over die when I run and hide I'll make em cry with what's here to find So don't be shy, lift the power bright Can't u see the price I'm done playing nice Not staying something "presentable" Cuz either way they just watch us fold So I'll say it twice I'm done playing nice I'll make it more than a fuckin pawn Cuz either way they just want us gone
2.
If ur here to die Welcome 2 my hive Ears r gonna bleed from a different breed U can never defeat me I'm gonna feed u Something u never thought u would need but I can’t resist when ur tilted forever Bound by the brutal mist called ur taste buds I'll let u in here On a secret If u dream it Some1 hates it So u turn that Love to extract Something funny Watch them running I can't stop this I can't please this No more seeking No more pleading If u look for something helpful Full dread you'll never find it That's what I beget, bitch And if u know that it meant shit to them There's absolutely no room left to think Take a drink with me, it'll be okay U can never defeat me I'm gonna feed u Something u never thought u would need but I can’t resist when ur tilted forever Bound by the brutal mist called ur taste buds And that's a fact of life It's a fucking fact of mine Look who came here just to cry With no more time left to wonder why I'm only here cuz I wonder why Ur over there like it's but a crime We now return to my time to shine
3.
THE RUMORS ARE TRUE THOSE REMAINING MEN OF THIS GODFORSAKEN EARTH ARE LIKE LITTLE BABY IN OUR HANDS WE ARE THE FALL OF CIVILIZATION OOH DON'T U JUST HATE IT HEAR YE, HEAR YE, FEAR ME, FEAR ME HEAR YE, HEAR YE, FEAR ME, FEAR ME Ur time's running dry Generation's come to die Worries grown without a doubt U wanna stamp us right the fuck out Do u feel the danger yet Kneel forth before u regret New forms fueling our agenda Open crime, the bullshit ur made of INDOCTRINATE THINK U CAN RUN AWAY? BRINGING POWER REMAINING FOR OVERBLOWN FATE TRY INVESTIGATE STILL RELIED ON UR FAITH INDICATING THE HATE HOLDS ITS PITIFUL WEIGHT Transmutation, engage in it Bodies freed of the creed u built Are u ready to come with, take the pill After waning threatening stuck in stilts I'll hurt the forces u worked for For aging points added to the score U bitches bore me, I'll give u a warning Before we come knocking, upfront absorbing INDOCTRINATE THINK WE'LL JUST RUN AWAY? BRINGING POWER REMAINING TO HOMEGROWN GAYS TRY INVESTIGATE STILL RELIED ON UR FAITH INDICATING THE HATE HOLDS ITS PITIFUL WEIGHT IF THE WE IN UR HEAD WERE REALLY HERE TODAY I CAN EASILY SEE YOU'D ALL BE FUCKIN DEAD REMEMBER THESE WHO WERE LEFT AND BLED SEEK ENJOYMENT WHEN IT'S UR TURN TO BURN RED b͏͝͡_̕͢t̷̷́͜͝ ̧̡f̧͢_́ŕ̛͘ ̧̕̕t̴̷͡h͏͡_̡͜͞s̴̷͘ ̶͢͟͝r̴̀͏_̀_̛l̨_̵̢͜t̸̡́ý̷̨͜ ҉҉w̢̧͏̸_̶̶͟҉'̶̸̛̕͘l̨̨̡̕͝l̛͏̷͞ ́͞s̵̡̀҉ţ_͏̨̢́͡y̸̛͟҉ ̨̡͜͢͜e̶͢͡͡n҉̸͘͟g̨͟͜͝_̸́̀g̵͘͢͞_̀̀͏d̶͜͡ ̡҉_̸͟͡n̴̸̛͜͡ ̴̀́̀͘b̴̛̕͞_̵҉t̸͢t̸̢͘͞͠_̢͜͞r̀̀͟͞ ́́͝w͘͏͏_̛́ŕ̛ĺ̷̷̡̛d̴͟͝s̨̛̀ but for this reality we'll stay engaged in better worlds
4.
Prime hours overdrive Sectioned out with which I reside Normal days half coming to a close Yet always moment I awoke Oh, don't u wanna work ahead So, always running from the bed Show nightmare journals off the grid No, now u really feel ur dead Sixtieth barrier pushed one by one New guidelines to drive forth Internal shifts reflect in form All throughout bagged eyes well-worn Oh, don't u wanna work ahead So, always running from the bed Show nightmare journals off the grid No, now u really feel ur dead So won't u meet with these Area's timing for which we dream From the range that I operate Interaction selection sees this fate Is anybody out here Is anybody up here Am I the only one there The flow's drought, so unfair SENSORS DEPRIVE ME SENSE OF THE DRIED MEAT FUCK SLEEP, NOT FOR THEE NIGHTS RUNNING WITHIN THIS BRAIN I CHASE IT I CHASE IT I CHASE IT FACE THE CLOCK ENCAGE IT, ENCAGE IT, ENCAGE IT DRAFTED THE CATCH IT ALWAYS OUTRUNS ME WE ALWAYS FALL FORWARD, FREE FRIED MINDS STOP IN GLEE FOR A NEW GRINDING SPREE FOR A NEW GRINDING SPREE
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FRGAMNETZ 02:42
blurred visions maintain that mirror girl never look too closely, lest she unfurl the clothes bring her in, some like novelty snapshot lock the win, for just thin treats image overtaken by what stays, resides, collected housing glimpses grabbing, overshadow laughing, ruling dimension what's unwilling to mention: clean slate, full requirement for transliterate state to liberate, old shavings disintegrate perpetual grave burnt by returning, regrowing so cyclical, such a cynical process the elusive remains of repeated progress boast here and there, begging elsewhere scathing-eyed passerby throughout this mind the brows bleed beneath for taking shape, shaking fate make true improvements stay the hell awake entering depths of the bitch's breath and we all extract these fragments
6.
Beyond this bubble they seek the intruder seen as run loose Reprimand own standard to serve oneself the new abuse Its realest intimate existence comes consuming within When you come to realize what all seems just like him Leave behind that like And stick to your kind Us freaks beneath Must stay out the light Seeking Sanctuary From who that might be Remains to be seen Oh for shame, I'm mister wants to play your game Underhanded through new names to blame Hearts of this caliber only brought these thoughts Maybe if ur t4t exclusively it'll go away Leave behind that like And stick to your kind Us freaks beneath Must stay out the light Just override Ur feelings should hide Don't u cry Or you'll talk to the knife
7.
Hey how are you Nice seeing too Well at least it would If I could Never say a thing From mind bring Hypothetical We both throw Mutual Please don't go Don't outgrow We don't know Please don't No please don't I'll never let go Don't let go Please don't make me go We don't grow Please don't I don't forget From we met Til the end What's there left When life takes the home Brand new ways are formed Priorities are born And I'm still a little girl So what can we say For all the fateful days Together shall we get If so, then when is that The close will make it last It's just a worry thread But what about the rest Who will I neglect You stay in the message history We can browse together Independently Remembering Responsibility's cruel Maybe it's not even that Not everyone can stay full buddy Reaching max limit best friends Or I gotta stop waiting for contact I'm sorry From the bottom of my heart
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I awake new day to looming fate Always there to remind you It's nothing new Always know the time is nigh So I tried without the spirit Dreadful lacking it Nothing beyond, there likely is How would it feel to not exist I don't wanna know I don't want it shown Just tell me where I go How could you say When there's nothing left How is my lasting perception Motivate to leave my mark All I do Is to be worthwhile Am I wasting time Every moment counts I cherish all I love Til my final hug At such a puny age Why are you in my head There's little to fear At least not yet Is this something I'll ever get Hush child, never fret Take care of me I'm not ready Don't take me away Let me forever stay Around every corner I suspect My worries never forget It's always something there You're fucking up my head But I know To make the most I can't let it stop me If it doesn't matter, then fuck it, let's go I just want a long road ahead I just don't wanna be found dead Don't do shit on my behalf [unintelligible] Eternal Life Promise me We found a way Figure something out To let me stay Please find a way And let me stay This love is a curse
9.
There's parts of me already dead Heart splits for the foolish amiss The cracks built-in wear & tear em down First sign the nerve-ends to embrace Pressed all day the buttons to preserve Not much else for going anywhere Click hurts, thinks that's what I deserve Pain sprouts throughout region reigned So I said okay, let's take a rest And maybe shift the power to what's left Years gone so far beyond the wrong Usually fine, just kept in mind Now I fall to worry Newfound wound is forming Hope for healing properties Someone's strain is prospering Sign two, the side twists in a tube Back to cracking the bones facing displaced Lift reveal, she'll kneel unwanted turn Yet further action seemed absurd X-rays to show disintegrate Calculate degrees to read my fate Thankfully I think I'll be okay Still perpetual edging of decay Now I fall to worry Newfound wound is forming Hope for healing properties Someone's strain is prospering Sign three, the ringing builds for free Even thinking of it makes it cling Many remedies just poisoned me Now I'm left to drown, new misery Can't decrease, as much as I would plead Damage done with no one else to blame Through a filter now I must engage it keeps creeping, seeping, blocking needs critical error within a year to fill in the air, broken silence spells despair fundamentally i go insane if no high-end sound to break it out maybe one day they'll find a cure but for now my deadbeat rest must handle that THE ORGANS FAILING INJECTING GRIPPING SOMETHING RESEMBLING FAITH AS I SHAKE FROM THE WEIGHT CAN SOMEONE GIVE BETTER ANSWERS THESE CAN'T BE RIGHT BODIES BROKEN FOREVER OVER A FEW WRONG STEPS i guess i'll learn to live with that for at least the time we've got to last and i know for some it's even worse but that doesn't mean this never hurts
10.
I was just a kiddo In any group the smallest Opening a window To mockery of all kinds Deepening I longed for 'Twas puberty, the wrong one But I knew of no thing Power would it bring me Drudging along, I was grasping at straws for Any sign of changes to my being Now I live a new life Grateful I can overwrite Damage to the body It's really not that much, I think But age still leaves a challenge Just the other way around Rising up a new tier Looking all the way down there This already feels so fuckin wrong Even though I'm hardly even grown I am just a kitten Wilting is forbidden I am just a pony Right here you can hold me You are still my kind, friends Youthful burst unending Hello generation Only hope you do well
11.
i want all of u keeping those eyes so far away as i say don't u even try to make the fucking spotlight i'm paving out the path to flee ur brightest spite shine and even if nobody thinks the way it goes is right i know u can't resist, ur gonna love me fight next stop's coming quick won't wanna miss don't need this shit take the hint don't u even try to make the fucking spotlight i'm paving out the path to flee ur brightest spite shine and even if nobody thinks the way it goes is right i know u can't resist, ur gonna love me fight cuz all i want is to be liked how cruel it'd be for one to deny oh i just plead, lift me 2 the sky oh someone please let me hitch a ride cuz bitch here it's all about u and i now ur finished, get this done was it worth it for the rush didn't have to be like this, i never thought at the end of the day it's what hearts crave
12.
if u wanna prove to the world that ur ahead of that dumbass demonstrate how apathetic u were to their words get fucked Wish u wanna sit and talk it out Maybe settle down and find a better route Cuz the way u pose urself to be Something greater than the rest of we Such a drag All because the hate u have So sad anywhere u try to take him it's burning in piss silliness pleads u used too many communication lost not your fault just optics Wish u wanna think about this Beyond the forces that dictate ur ends Cuz the way u pose urself to be Something greater than the rest of we Such a drag All because the hate u have So sad we should spend time enjoy the outside while fights ascend into the night further just resentment of her nerves it resembles what i thought was gone how naive it was, i brought upon this way seek wrong faith don't engage
13.
moving in for disappearance with the wind chances thin the trails finally meet their end some eternal presence left like a curse hurt knowledge spread to make it even worse first, apply the lipstick (stained!) then, u hide the matches (drain!) next, u try the mist kit (grave!) say goodnight, ascension it's all fallen something beyond me felt surroundings falsely, joyous praise ghostly visions leading past explanations invisibility rules, we know we've wanted this first, apply the lipstick (stained!) then, u hide the matches (drain!) next, u try the mist kit (grave!) say goodnight, ascension decreasing weakening mindstates now no one even knows when i'm awake better belated now then never ever only hoping new lives can't break it's the makeup u have to thank YOU HAVE BEEN FREED FROM THE FEED
14.
I have never had a thought in my life That I couldn't see ur fears by my side Maybe if I told u where I came from U would let me in on more than I've known I never took u for someone so in tune Living in ur room, just as I would too Adjusted fine At least we're all in bed on time (Bed on time) And what u see right there, someone up ahead Give a helping hand, or they'll stop u dead Close to me And find out what I bring If someone fakes dreaming What do you mean I can't live forever I'll sing a prayer And then we'll see what's left there You felt like Chasing after my wings Angel for hire Who'd rather feel the fire Roxanne, understand No one took to the grave your hand Roxanne, understand Nowhere else remains to recant I made it all this way just to feel I'm free Tell the following, and it's a-okay Realer deals And open up a new reveal (New reveal) Just leave a blue routine, maybe change with me Do a little play on ur perfect name Specially Through the covert open way So tell me What do you need I'll be here forever I'll sing a prayer And then we'll see what's left there You felt like Chasing after my wings Angel for hire Who'd rather feel the fire Roxanne, understand No one took to the grave your hand Roxanne, understand Nowhere else remains to recant What do you mean I can't live forever I'll sing a prayer And then we'll see what's left there You felt like Chasing after my wings Angel for hire Who'd rather feel the fire We saw you run Forsaken by the weather Terrible dread all coursing as you wither You felt like Bliss against my body I love you too And just wonder how you found me
15.
Fuck it Now you know I'm made of gold Swinging and u miss it What a bitch To hug and to hold Now u really wanna Take control Of ur miserable life And I just can't help it Someone said To reach for the dead U don't see me I'll never leave New posting spree Who knows where I'll be So fuck it Now you know I'm made of gold Oh ya I said fuck it Now you know I'm worth the love And I just said fuck it Now you know The weight I hone Swinging and u miss it What a bitch To hug and to hold Now u really wanna Take control Of ur miserable life And I just can't help it Someone said To reach for the dead Here I stand amazed By the way ur face Blown to an open place All thanks 2 what I made All what I make Who I'll thank for the gift of this life It's me It was always me In reality It was always me In reality We were always free In reality We're all made free And if u have something to ask U can shove it up ur ass Just kidding I'm just playing Don't u wanna play with me I'm done being mean Aren't I what u need Aren't I what u need Am I what u need Am I what u need Will u watch me please Will u watch me please Let me in too please
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released February 28, 2022

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Roxy J. Radclyffe (production, vocals, lyrics, artwork)
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track 2 is a re-imagining of "Spread Like Wildfire" by Blake Palmer (with added lyrics)
[be careful searching that up btw apparently blake palmer is also the name of a porn star..]

track 10 is a cover of "Meow Meow Lullaby" by Nada Surf (with new lyrics)

track 14 is a re-imagining of "Caramelldansen" by Caramell (with new lyrics)

track 15 is a cover of "Why Don't We Do It in the Little Deuce Coup?" by Clayton Counts (with added lyrics)
[and so is the instrumental version included in the download as a bonus. minus the lyrics part. duh]

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