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XSCALATION OF STRIFE FROM THE AFTERLIFE: "WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON TODAY​.​" ONE CAN ONLY PUT OFF THE THOUGHT FOR SO LONG​.​.​. "IF I SHALL DIE BEFORE I WAKE, I CAN ONLY HOPE HELL DOESN'T AWAIT​.​"

from wHAT by Roxy Radclyffe

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AFTERLIFE, AFTERLIFE
GET US THE FUCK OFF THIS RIDE

I UNDERSTAND WHERE IT COMES FROM
THE ALTERNATIVE IS MUCH WORSE
BUT ALL THANKS TO THE ORIGIN OF YOU
THE TRUTH HURTS EVEN MORE

I ENVY THE POSITION OF GOD'S TRUE JERUSALEM PEOPLE HERE
CUZ IN CASE OF NEED THERE'S A SECOND CHANCE TO MAKE IT UP THERE
ALL IT TAKES IS IN FINAL MOMENTS PLANNED BEHEADED
SPLIT EM, SPREAD BLOOD AWAKEN, IT'S ALWAYS WORTH IT

OR MAYBE CYBERSPACE CAN SAVE ME
TRANSFER MY SOUL'S DATA TO THIS PLACE I ALREADY LIVE IN ANYWAY
JUST LEAVE THE DECISION OF THE OFF-SWITCH UP TO HER
AND HOPEFULLY KEEP THE OPTION TO REVERT

AFTERLIFE, AFTERLIFE
LET ME THE FUCK OUT OF THIS FIGHT

COULDN'T WE HAVE JUST ACCEPTED THERE'LL BE NOTHING LEFT
INSTEAD OF LETTING DEATH INJECT PURE DREAD BY COMPARISON
BUILT UPON THE EXPECTATION OF FOREVER GREATNESS HEARD
FOR THE GENERATIONS WE'VE CONTINUALLY MISLEAD FROM BIRTH

IF THE ISOLATION LOSES ITS STAYING EFFECTIVENESS
GROWING UP WILL HAVE TO SHOW US
BUT THE PARENTS CAN'T EVER KNOW IT
CUZ WHO COULD BEAR IT, THEIR OFFSPRING'S CHOSEN GOING STRAIGHT TO WHERE THE INFERNO DICTATES

IT'S THE ULTIMATE PRICE THEY PAY
IF THE SACRIFICE THEY MAKE FAILS TO KEEP US "SAVED"
IN THEIR EYES THIS WAS PRECISELY THE RIGHT WAY
AND WHO COULD TRULY BLAME THEM

I'M SORRY TO MY FAMILY FOR HOW I'VE BEEN FORSAKEN
MAYBE SOME DAY WE'LL MEET AGAIN ANYWAY
KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS, IT'S WHATEVER
IF IT STILL MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER, I'LL LIVE WITH THAT

I JUST NEED IT ALL OUT OF MY HEAD
GET THIS HELL OUT OF MY HEAD
I'M BEGGING HERE, TAKE THE EXIT OUT OF MY HEAD
AIM FOR ANYWHERE ELSE, JUST GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD

AND WHEN THOSE ENDING DAYS EVENTUALLY COME NEAR
HERE'S TO HOPING I CAN BE AT PEACE
ALL REGARDLESS OF THESE FAR-MISTAKEN TEACHINGS
AT LEAST THEN I WON'T FEEL ANYTHING

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from wHAT, released April 30, 2022

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